Inspired by Esther  Xie 's  on of her blog entries .

Sometimes at night  or walking along the road pavement ,  I wondered to myself.

Why i can't be like "them "

Some times , at some of point of my life  I met different people in certain timing . I am damn envy those people .

They have good looks .

They have a group of supportive friends .

They have a happy and problem-less  relationship with their bf / gf

They have a rich family

I am damn jealous and envy them so much . . Why i can't be them ?

I also want to be pretty

I also  want to be smart

I  also want to be rich

I also want to be lucky and happy .

Like seriously , why i am like them ?!

It's like life in singapore so stressed alreadyy . why i am having this kind of additional stress ?

Oh btw , "THEM"  doesn't not  specific anyone .

I neglect my blog for quite a long time already :/

It's time to wipe out all the dust and spiderwebs  from my blog . lol.

Although, this few weeks  is quite tough for me .. because of certain problems .. I can't sleep well :/

. I don't wish to elaborate it .

Supposing today andy have to fetch me to school..  But , i never turned up :x.

Overslept . hurhur~.   Slept at 3am . . lol. Listening to shelby whining and rants . (:

Andy is vehly annoying this few days .  I don't know why either .  is either he being a douchebag  or  having pms in the brain .

Or He just want to get shelby 's attention or mine  attention .  -.-

Probably, he just can't get over the char bor he liked .   =/ lol.

Just now evening , Met up  shelby for dinner ..

&  I nearly puked / choked while eating my bak chor mee .  lol.

because from  what shelby describe i was like ._.  ?

Lost .

Anyway, andy have been a great friend to me .

Listened to my rubbish til 2am that night . Though next day you have to attend lesson with me :/

Right now , am super sleepy .  *YAWNS*

For the straight 3days i didn't sleep well

Just for some god damn reason s-.-

BLOGGGGG NEXT WEEEEEEEEK! :D

Too lazy and busy  =D

Yay!

Today ish 2010 first day !

Didn't countdown yesterday but web-cam with someone <33

But still, am happy with that :D

Blog Tomorrow =DD.

I don't  know how to explain my fweeling now .

not looking forward 2010 .

Anyway ,  i read your blog.

Good luck to you (:

http://thy--loveee.blogspot.com/

I think my girls are more pretty than her .

she is only 13 yrs old and want to jio people fight already .

tsktsk.

No wonder why singaporeans couples don't want to give birth le .

kids are now .... really hopless .

Okay .

I haven not been updating my blog for a long time .

this week am going  to work til 24 dec .

yay! my off day coming soon and time for shopping with baby .!   <3

Leg is aching right now  . I told baby about this .  Baby asked me to bear for awhile because his leg also aching too!.

Am going to blog as fast as i could . because baby chasing me to sleep . :X

k . anything i will blog after my off day . tml need to work again ):

Love you baby .

thanks for sending me home today .

Okay. It's have been  for 8 days i never blog at onsugar. com

Nonono . I am not MIA or KIA .  it's neither of them

So.. Friday ( which was yesterday ) was last day in school . I mean it's term break not graduating from school . So yeah .

Well , yesterday got CMN class test and GPA was counted inside.

And this time round i think i will failed badly . because i didn't study much the day before . Because it's was my 19th birthday .. so.. i was enjoyed myself .. Lol

Every thing went alright i supposed ..  :/  Sorry  If i can't recalled much things because the day before and yesterday i was hooked up by some paranormal video s  hosted by  hongkong  celebrity  ..  ~.~

Seriously , at first i don't believe in those spirit and demons in this world .

But after i watched those videos .  kinda of believe it .

There is 2  particular part in the movie .  I was like really dumbfound  and ...... shocked .

I can't explained it . but seriously.  don't try it for the sake of experiment it . It's really really CREEPY.

There are ALOT of things to do .

During this dec holidays .

1. Cut my long hair  .+  dye   + treatment  . O;
2. Revise my school work . I need to buck up .. SERIOUSLY.
3. MASKING! ;D
4. Get my DSLR
5. Grandmother's birthday
6. Xmas .
7. New Year Celebration .  Maybe Organize BBQ  with Cousins .
8. - I don't know  -

#50

I just type a short update here .

I mean . really short .

Morning

• NUH

# 49

Before i start  to blog this  LONG AND TEXTY ENTRY .( not really LONG AND TEXTY  but at least got some pictures inside ) :D

My area started to rain -.-

k

In the previous post ,  I did mention i will be going to either bing shen 's 21st chalet  or SGC. club Photography Outing  Right ?

heheh.

I am not going either one of them .

because ,  my best friend -.-  came in the wrong timing which is ... wth !!

But , it's alright . People who organized chalet for  bing shen  knows it . so yeah .

Some more this morning during maths lesson  i had contributed the present money .  they won't mind at all .

Love youu la 1C . Lol

Well , they won't stalked my blog . soooooo..  IT'S REALLY OKAY! . HAHA .

Anyway ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BING SHEN .

Finally Adult . and LAST LONG WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND ! ^^

morning woke up VERY REALLY which like once in a blue moon i will do this .  lol.

Get myself done  ( brushed teeth and  washed my face  etc )

Prepared my school stuff and etc .

and i still got a little spare time .

USED COMPUTER! LOL LOL LOL . I gotta to admit that i am kind of addicted to computer  as it have been part of my routine every morning . .so.. i can know what's going on around the world and my friends update .

Facebook and Msn  both application is my daily   updaters ? k . I don't have any suitable words to describe them .

So i will  RIGHT NOW  i will use them as UPDATER  ><

Pardon of my english okay.

I am not really good at my english . so ..yeah  ~.~

Took the same bus as Shafi

talk-ed talk-ed non stop while on the journey to school .

yea . typical school girl like to gossip :x

walk-ed to classroom .

Once shafi opened the door .  I think edwin keep saying what couple couple come school tgt = =

childish til the max ~ LOL.  but anyway , he is just joking ... so we were like laugh along with others . ~ =p

Morning first lesson was like maths  and practically most of us like discussing  want to go for afternoon lesson .

I was like using Abu's acer touchscreen phone surfing Face-book and watching video on youtube. lol

THEN , we came to a conclusion ..

SKIP LESSON !  ;X

LOL.

But .. UNFORTUNATELY .  CA know ... we were skipping lesson . but after that we told him bla bla bla bla . .he like okay okay la .. ONLY THIS TIME AH! like that . so ... heheh . thanks ah ong !  ^^

CMN was like ... .totally lost in teh jungle.   I see the class .. machiam like ... dead .

I mean ... not really dead as in sleeping or what .  they just got themsevles entertained  lol. psp la  and laptop la .. lol

Dismissed early .

12nn  chiong to cafe eat lunch

Some went home prepared for the bbq, some  at the cafe eat lunch .

I stayed at the cafe   for awhile before head ing home blogging  =.=

Lol.

After departing with the cliques , head-ed home  alone ):

how lonely T____T .

Quite fast la . not like morning . = =  here jam ther e jam.. super sian one  : /

Reach-ed home .

Swtiched on computer til now . which like 16:13

am  blogging .  ~.~

Okay. it's getting boring  typing out today unplanned outing  lol.

Up Next.

It's my birthday wishlist.

Sony Ericsson C series

C905

Nikon D40<3

Photo Credits to : kenrockwell.com

I want this also DHC PRODUCTS ! =p

Tml , then i update more okay .

XOXO.